Tuesday, September 30, 2008


Would you save your child, if it means sacrificing 20 other innocent lives?

Would you?
This is for Jeleine. 생일 축가함니다 Happy birthday!


Dunno if it turns out nice, but I spent quite some time on it, since it's my first time doing polaroids.

Remember there was once I asked you whether you like pets? I was planning on getting you a little chick-ling. Those real alive ones. But you said you'll cry like mad if your pet died and it would be disasterous if you cry over a chicken. In any case, I think your parents would laugh their heads off if I really gave you a pet chicken LOL

Sorry for the simple wish, no idea what else I could do.

Oh yeah, and it has been exactly 365 days since I'm a part of MYFTI =) Don't worry, I've known the boys longer than that, remember all the bashings?


Sunday, September 28, 2008


current mood: bored
listening to: Queen - I Was Born To Love You

All these might turn out weird after being resized by the blogger uploader.


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Wait this is weird. Someone just deleted my post in MYFTI. I remember commenting in a thread asking about something, and I cannot find my post now. Who would do that? Only a few people have the 'power' to delete posts. Hmm... What is happening to MYFTI anyway damn it.

Saturday, September 27, 2008


'Autumn in my heart' can cause severe depression. It makes people actually look forward to having cancer because of the beautiful love story behind it. I cried 3 hours this morning with my mom zzzzzzzzz

Tak apalah, seeing FT and BB made me okay again =) I never knew my maid likes Taeyang this much! She almost scorched the fish just to watch Taeyang! Aiyer! And she was so happy when the cameraman closed up on him. HAHAHAHAHA My maid is so ke ai right? And she couldn't believe it when I told her Shinee is only 15 years old. I just tipu lah, I don't know their age actually.

Someone just commented on one of my Youtube videos.

"you don't have to move ur fucking fingers bitch fucking pissing me off. u think moving ur fingers like that makes u look good? fucking bitch i wanna beat u up fagget"

Somehow this dude is pissed off because I played the piano. Hmmm... I find this amusing though. Does it mean that this person is my anti-fan? ooh I have anti-fan now huh. I feel flattered =D Not everyone has anti-fans okay?! Nah don't think I will delete this comment. It reminds me of how far I've come WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKK

Ciao going to youtube to have more laughs!

OH wait. Siwon has a Youtube account! Apparently Henry taught him how to use Youtube or something, then helped him open an account.

Friday, September 26, 2008

You need a larger urinary bladder when...

1) ...you're in dreamland happily with your prince charming and when he's about to kiss you, you have to excuse yourself to the toilet. And later you go back to sleep without him. Total zzzz-ness.

2) ...you're on your way to school, almost late, and your bladder kills. The next stop is 3 minutes away but the toilet is eurgh. Your school is 10 mins away and the toilet is much better. But your bladder is killing you! And you're almost late!
Solution: Always remember to bring a plastic bag everywhere you go =)

3) ...you're having a cold war with your parents and locking yourself in your room. No adjoining toilet sorry. OMO And suddenly you remembered you just drank up all the 'tong sui' your mum made. the whole pot. Say sorry to your parents or bladder huh?
Solution: Go to sleep until point 1 occurs.

4) ...you're going to perform on stage soon, but you keep visiting the toilet every so often. It seems like your bladder cannot even contain a drop of water in it. You're scared you might pee on stage.
Solution: Wear dark coloured pants. Just in case.

5) ...you're stuck in traffic jam and there's absolutely no toilet stops on the way =( Aww too bad then.

6) ...you've found a toilet, but got no small change....... Impossible to give the penjaga tandas RM50 right?! Your bladder would burst when they finally hand you your change.

To make things easier --- drink less water, okay? =D

Nah just doing this out of boredom. Kinda meaningless.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

so beautiful and so damn rare

Sorry the title is not about Cheon Hee. Just a little surprised that I actually saw him in a drama LOL. He's so different in Family Outing lah!

Eh?! I'm watching Feel The World and they're eating breakfast. They were saying delicious in different languages, and then one of them asked, "How about in Malaysian language?" right, right?! But stupid guy A said mashisoyo instead of sedap =__= Anyway, I got excited for 10 secs hahahaha.

This is gonna be a post full of pictures. Because I have no idea what to blog about Genting. It's just.. genting lah.

Eh.. can spot me ah?

Tried to have everyone in the picture but as you can see lah...

I dunno what's with my tongue. Must be they took a picture before saying 123.

Playing Dumb and Dumber =D

Yay me and my cornflakes =)

Yea I know, I'm in all the pictures. This is MY blog what!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Memento mori

HOMAGAHH This picture just killed me
Credit: Mnet, 별이빅뱅@VIPZ, :SB★신비:@BIGBANGTHAILAND

And err... I like Hwanhee and Hwayobi =X The new couples! Hwayobi is correct in a way. Hwanhee's so mischevious and mean to her, but he does everything she asks of him. That's kinda sweet =) And she said people who can play drums are really smart! How about piano and guitar?!

When is the next episode of WGM~~~ I need Family Outing with subs~~~ Okay nevermind. Going to mysoju byebye.

Everyone has to die sooner or later anyway. Just remember.

Monday, September 22, 2008

I want nobody but you~

JYP BANZAI! He did it again! Wonder Girl's new song is stuck in my head thanks to him.

Go watch the MV! Love how JYP exploits himself =)

The MV is so "Dreamgirls". Not only the idea/concept of it, but even the storyline is a little similar. Oh well, I still love it. Nobody nobody but you!

On a random note, I would like to see Wonder Girls dancing to HwangBo's tecktonich(sp?). Neh the one she performed on WGM with HyunJoong. I wanna learn that!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i'm a very happy person

Ooh what a cutie XO


I survived my week without internet! *applauds*

And now I have earphones plugged to each side of my ear although my Windows Media Player works perfectly fine just because I am used to listening songs from my phone.

Alot happened this week - to my life and others as well.

Let's see hmmm. Exams are over. Hello holidays! Time to rot. I dread months long holidays. Got nothing to do for the past week, decided to watch Money Not Enough 2. Regretted it. More than half of the dialogues were in Hokkien ._. I gave up after 20 minutes into the movie and walked off. WHAT LAH YOU THINK EVERYONE UNDERSTAND HOKKIEN AH

And err.. I did something which I had wanted to do for a very very long time. Close to 6 months since they came and left, and a little more than a year since I've known them. They've grown so much since then.
All pictures clickable!

Individual shots from the magazine.

I truly believe they enjoyed their stay in Malaysia despite the misfortunes that happened. Crazily overprotective management and fans but still they managed to have fun. I'm glad, for serious. Because of them, I got to learn new things, see the different types of people, and made friends.

HongBin and JaeHun in action =) leaving our baby out.

They came to an unfamiliar country and still did their best for us. I shall always remember their smiles even if they cry =) It's okay, you boys still have a long way to go! Positions and spots are merely numbers. But then, competition is good in a kind of way. You boys will strive to be better, so I'll wait for a better FT okay! 아자아자! 파이팅!

Yay I made spaghetti!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

The fun starts...

I feel like posting a gazillion pictures I randomly took but I'm still stuck using my brother's computer... Troublesome leh!

Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations? PART 2!!!

1. When I buy him clothes as a present and he doesnt like it

a. TOP: smiles and lies trying to compliment it saying its pretty
b. GD: takes my hand and goes to the shopping mall explaining why he must exchange it for his fashion purposes
c. YB: smiles and tries to start a different conversation
d. DS: gets overly excited and exaggerates his thanks
e. SR: wears it on the spot and jumps up and down the sidewalk

2. When I am jealous due to his relationship with one of the female celebrities on TV

a. TOP: holds my hand.
b. GD: explains logically says its not true... then goes on TV and explains to the world its not true as well.
c. YB: stutters trying to explain continously, then sighs saying he's sorry
- I find this cute =)
d. DS: laughs and seeings 'Look at Me GiSoon' with my name in it instead
e. SR: Acts cute and says "Are you being jealous right now~!?' in a cute voice

3. When I'm away from my phone and another guy sends me a text hitting on me

a. TOP: deletes the guys number
b. GD: presses 'Call' on the number right away.

c. YB: pretends he didnt see it but gets quiet
d. DS: tells me i got a text and gives me suspicious looks
e. SR: smiles and lets it go infront of me, then goes home and tracks the guy down texting him evil messages

4. When he comes to my house without a word but I look like a 'pain' (no shower, havent washed hair, sweats, etc etc)

a. TOP: Washes my hair for me
b. GD: Makes me a schedule on 'how to not be a pain' and makes me write a written oath that i will never be a 'pain' again
c. YB: lies to me and tells me he hasnt washed his hair for 4 days either
d. DS: sits down on my couch like nothings wrong and watches Dorramon
e. SR: Gets too shocked and scared that he cant even come in the house

5. When I get a sickness and must die the next day

a. TOP: treats me like the normal days but never lets go of my hand
b. GD: swallows/hides his tears and says "Lets live today to the fullest/Until the day ends lets live like no tomorrow"
c. YB: ends up crying and doesnt know what to do
d. DS: pretends he didnt hear and keeps making me laugh
e. SR: cant stop crying and just keeps taking pictures with me

6. When he walks in on me cheating on him with someone else - heck who would do this to BB?!

a. TOP: without a word, punches the guy and takes me with him
b. GD: gives me his ring (couple ring), cellphone and walks out without a word
c. YB: makes a conversation with all of us
d. DS: says "Oops, got in the wrong place" and walks out
e. SR: gets very mad and cant control his anger so he throws and breaks furniture

7. When meeting my parents and they dont like him

a. TOP: goes on his knees
b. GD: says "(name) is pregnant" - I would kill him if he says this
c. YB: smiles and says he wants to marry his first love
d. DS: tries to earn points by seeing 'Look at me Gwisoon'
e. SR: kisses me infront of my parents and shouts "(name) IS MY LADY!"

8. When he sees that I'm in the audience while hes performing

a. TOP: never takes his eyes off me until his performance ends
b. GD: ignores me because i make him nervous and focuses on making the performance perfect for me
c. YB: is so happy that he keeps smiling and messes up his dance
d. DS: puts in customized moves by him for me
e. SR: acts cute infront of the camera

9. When I tell him I'm going to get plastic surgery

a. TOP: pretends he didnt hear and secretly slides a picture of 'surgery-gone-wrong' pictures for me to see
b. GD: gives me his credit card
- Woah ILU more, more <3 !!
c. YB: tells me im more beautiful now and says no.
d. DS: insists if i do it, hes definitely doing it too
e. SR: listens to me and then makes fun of me

10. When I say Im going to a resort for university

a. TOP: tells me to have fun and come back
b. GD: keeps asking me if guys are gonna be there too
c. YB: says its okay but you see him starting to pout without realization
d. DS: suddenly gives me DorraMon and tells me to think of him when i look at this
e. SR: says "Take me too"

11. When watching a movie together and its some serious 19+ sexual content...

a. TOP: tries to switch the mood by being funny
b. GD: ......asks jokingly "...can you do that?" - OMG so cheeky! =D
c. YB: cheeks turn red, starts pouring nose bleed and faints
d. DS: "oh fun stuff~" and enjoys it
e. SR: suddenly whips his head around and looks at me

Credits to BB's FB PG

Thursday, September 11, 2008


Guess what. My computer is as good as dead.

It was acting weird yesterday, so I thought it's sending me signs saying that it's growing old and gonna die soon. And I thought, okay since you're gonna die soon, why not die now? I always thought formatting your computer would be an easy task, so I asked my very kind friend who explained patiently to me on how to format it.

Great. It seems easy enough.

I formatted my C drive.

And I don't know what happened to it now.

I know la, when you format your computer all your files would be gone and it's as good as new (almost). BUT the thing with my computer is, the files are still there. but I cannot run it! It's like... it's been formatted, but it's not. Makes sense?

And the greatest news of all - NO INTERNET ACCESS. boohoo ='(

I'm stuck using my brother's computer from Japan. It's kinda hard. Everything is in Japanese - maklumlah, I quit Japanese class looooooong time ago. And the keyboard is weird... The caps lock doesn't work, the symbols are all different.

And I have to budge off before he comes home because he doesn't like anyone else touching his computer. I cannot watch We Got Married!!! Have to wait till my other brother come back from Penang to fix it because I am kiam siap and lazy to bring my #$%&? computer to the repairman.

P/S: I hope my brother stays with his girlfriend for the whole week.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

not even when I say please


You can't do this. You can't eat that. You can't go there.

No to this. Come here. No to that. Do this.

Eff. Eff. Eff. Eff!!!

Drowning in the pool of emotions.
- dead

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Holy cow! TOP actually hangs out with Hyun Joong from SS?!
I'm loving both of them more, more!

Yea and I realized my mood swings faster than you can say 'A'
How can anyone stay mad after watching Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo? =)
What happened to HwiJae and YeoJeong anyway?

Oh my astagahfirullah! I watched 21 episodes of WGM in my exam week.... That's like, an average of 3 episodes per day. Man, 3 hours++ of precious mugging time gone.

Monday, September 8, 2008

My Arab Prince!

You know what? I've found out one of the best ways ever to look slim and fit without having to go on diet!

*ecstatic* runs around in circles swinging hands *woohoo!*

You make the others around you fatter and TA-DAH! You'll look slim automatically!

*smiling gleefully* TEE HEE HEE HEE
So now you know why I always bake cookies =)

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So that I will grow fat and YOU will look good when you're standing next to me!


Sunday, September 7, 2008

wonder boys.....?

WONDER BOYS! performing Girls' Generation and So Hot!
Gayness overload! XD

OMG TaeMin looks so feminine. SeungRi looks so awkward leh! I seriously think Taemin, Sungmin and that 2AM guy is enjoying it ._. They all look so gay lah! Aiyer. And they sound funny when singing it. Taemin can totally shake his butt like a girl. So nice to watch HAHAHAHAHA! I love those facial expression from Jo Kwon! He rocks as SunYe! Shindong lost so much weight =( And his 'all the boys be loving me' ROFL!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

flying colours

Don't know if you people still remember but, I used to tie my fringe up in school? Everyone gave me this 'weirdo' look but I didn't care and continued with it. Even Puan Halidah commented that her anak perempuan yang tengah belajar kindergarten wouldn't dare to tie it like me.

Pilih kasih lor! When G-Dragon and HongKi tied their fringe up everyone went like 'oh they look so cool!'

What the heck.

I am extremely saddened by this. Blatant gender discrimination! GAH!


CLICKIE!credit: kbs + roiworld + zcandyflossz@soompi

Why is WonBin covering his face in every.single.picture?!


When everyone is busy mugging for exams... I'm busy watching We Got Married! It's very addictive! 2 days before the exam, I was bawling my eyes out for Shinae, and I felt like killing Alex when he said it was his last episode. I already killed HyungDon - I always skip when it comes to his part. Seriously, that DonDon is the most insensitive guy! EVER!

I don't really like SS501 but I like HyunJoong. Surprise?! Don't really know how to describe him... sarcastic? He's unintentionally funny. and childish at times. but cute. BAH when are they coming to Malaysia again? I wanna make a 영감현중. zzzz nevermind I know I won't make it. I don't think I even typed his name correctly =S

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Eeewwww I can't believe it! My mom is enjoying those Korean horror dramas on KBSworld. Freakingly scary leh! She's so disgusting!