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I visited my babysitter the other day and she handed me tons of pictures. Relics of my time with her. When I reached home, I looked at other pictures from my past. Thought I'd share it with you people =) Have a nice laugh at my silliness!


I think I look like an ang moh kid in here. Maybe it's the beanie.

And my hair colour has always been different since I was born. There's proof here okay. See it's not jet black one. By the way, I hope I'm licking on candy and not some stone I found on the floor.

Heh. Wannabe star. Damn sensitive to cameras.

Drama queen? =)

I always wore dress. Thanks to my babysitter lah, who bought them for me. Sadly I'm more to jeans now. And I don't smile like this for pictures anymore. Unless it's a candid shot.

Some performance during concert with Miss Poongku! One of the very few teachers which I can remember by their name. Was this junior 1 or 2?

Everyone looks so darn cute right. Aren't you guys glad I have these pictures =)

I showed my mom this and she said Jel looks so mature for a 10 year old ._.

Eh don't bother the face I drew on cuz I was childish and he was a freak.

Okay, I'm not a kid anymore, but this is one of the only pictures I have with my Japanese sensei. Edward sensei, I forgot most of Japanese sudah! Wasuretaimasu? Wasurete? TAN YEE IAN! Correct not?

It's not a dream

I was sitting alone in the park near my house just now, enjoying the weather, while eating my yoghurt. An hour or so passed, I remained seated and listening to songs from my handphone speaker.

Not long after, I heard motorbikes, and saw two Malay guys riding on one each, flying at terrifying speed (note: it's a housing area). They looked dangerous to me, so I tried to remain as inconspicuous as possible, trying not to move too much, and I paused the songs too.

No use lor, both of them saw and eyed me, but they were going too fast to stop, so they went straight ahead and I lost them in the corner. They were still eyeing me when they turned, so I think it's time I get running back home.

As I was at the junction, I heard the motorbikes again. OMFG they came back for me. I was scared shit. I saw them eyeing the place I seated a moment ago, and then started scanning places nearby while still on their motorbikes. I hid behind this huge tree (Thank god for trees with big trunks!) and luckily there were bushes and I was wearing green.

They were circling the place, and I was circling the tree to avoid them. I was still two streets away from my house, too far to dash home =( At length, they probably thought I was gone, and went off howling with laughter. After making sure they're not coming back I really RAN RAN RAN as fast as I could back home, and kept craning my neck to check every few seconds.

I'm safe at home now thank you. What the hell was I thinking when I was sitting alone in the park?

Patience is virtue

I've learned from time and time again that patience pays off. Acting rashly on impulse, without thinking, just plonking myself headlong into a particular idea, object, or anything else for that matter... I would come to regret them sooner or later. For most of the time anyway.

I remember going shopping with this friend of mine, who had a particular shoe in mind that she really liked. She only saw it once on ebay or something, but she was intent on getting it in Malaysia. The shoe she had in mind was pumps, slightly round edged, with a strap across the middle. We went to lots of shops and saw lots of similar shoes, but she wasn't satisfied because it isn't the same.

I saw lots of pumps with straps across the middle, only a little slight difference to each of them. She saw one that she liked, but was sharp edged, so that was a no. Another that I pointed out to her, she disliked because it was peep-toe. Another we managed to find, was round edged, with colours she liked AND straps as well, but she complained the straps were in the wrong place. She wanted the straps half an inch higher near to her ankle. We went in to every single shoe shop in the nearby shopping malls, and at last found it. I salute her for her patience.

Oh wait, that's perseverance, not patience. Sheesh perseverance or patience they're the same to me. But it was good that she did not buy the other pumps we saw before, because it would break her heart when she found this perfect one.

Another time, she was hunting for an iTouch case. She went to some digital fair and this one shop had the case she really liked, but she did not have an iTouch at the time yet, so never buy lah. And by the time she bought it, the fair was of course already over, and... the same process happens all over. We went in to every single shop at Low Yat just to find the case I had never set eyes on before.

I was trying my hardest to be patient throughout her iTouch case quest, and when we finally found it, I was relieved and happy as if I myself had achieved something great. WTF it was just an iTouch case. If it was me, I would have settled for anything that looks nice, instead of finding "THE ONE". I worry for her future boyfriend, IF she has a boyfriend, because she would never settle for second best. She only likes Park Hyo Shin and Brian =S

Maybe I should learn from her, to be patient, and persevere. But then again, even Edward had to wait almost a century for Bella to come along. See lah, how happy Edward and Bella now. Patience really does pay off.

dentists are not scary.

Had to get three fillings at the dentists earlier today because the cavities have been killing me slowly the past week.

Like most people, I dread going to the dentists because they seem scary, with the mask over their face, and those razor sharp tools that they always hold in their hands. So it's not a surprise that I've never ever been to a dentist before.

When the dentist injected anesthetic in my jaw, I whimpered a little. But now that it's over, I think the anesthetic is actually lebih one lor! My mom had to get hers done as well but how come he didn't inject anesthetic for her?

Anyway the process was okay, listening to the metal grinding on your teeth. And you have no idea what's going on. I could fall asleep if the dentist did not keep asking me to open my mouth wider. It wasn't painful at all, dunno ada kaitan with the anesthetics or what.

After it was over I could not feel my tongue. Half of it is numb. That was fun! When I drank water, only half of my tongue could feel the coldness sliding through. I tried out all sorts of food, just wanna know what's it like to eat food without the sense of taste.

First I ate those Fruit Plus sweets, it was like chewing on gum which has lost its flavour.

Then I tried some ginger powder my grandma likes to drink, and that resembles sand.

I ate chocolates with nuts, the chocolate was like gooey all over your mouth, nuts are just like... nuts.

Tried biscuits, it's like some crunchy chewing going on.

Rice is just sticky after you chew it.

Chilli sauce is sticky as well.

Egg tofu is really soft.

And I should stop procrastinating. Presentation on Tuesday! Haven't started, not even the slightest idea what I'm supposed to do.

Oh Mr Wonka. Please help me secure a good grade this term ok =_=

LMAO This is so true. Click to read.

so sick

So sick.
I saw a dead body sprawled across the highway today.

At first I thought the policemen were just doing their usual thing, checking driver's licences and stuffs, cause there were a lot of motorcycles parked beside the road and all of the riders were standing behind the policemen.

And then we passed by a black immobile lump. I shut my eyes immediately. But got curious and opened them again. The policemen were decent enough to cover the body la at least. I can still see the blood trickling along the road opposite our lane. Lucky thing it was not raining today. Can you imagine passing by a bloody highway. And your tyres will be going past all those blood + H20 of some dead stranger. Eeeeww.

I just made this gif yesterday and I see dead body today? Damn eerie okay.

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You look so pretty like that, boy!