It's the whole world against me.

When someone - be it a friend or family, whom you know you can trust your life with - hurt you with their words and actions, without them realizing it, what do you do? Shrug it off? Pretend like nothing happened?

Or do you make it known that you feel angry and hurt at their seemingly innocent words, risking yourself look like an immature fool? And people will then assume that you have PMS every single day?

Sometimes you have to wonder if they really know you that well.

It feels far beyond disappointing.

feels like insomnia... aaaah~

Aiyar I have so many catching up to do lah! I downloaded too many movies and series and they're taking up too much space(again)!! Have to watch them and then decide which ones to delete and which ones to keep. Stupid hectic college semester. Can't believe it, it's like I've barely started the semester and now it's the finals already OMG I hate short semesters. See I've been so busy I did not update my blog. No lah I'm lazy actually.

Lemme show you why I've been so busy recently. Get ready for your computer to laaaaaag!

Okay first I went to eat Nando's. Haha nolah that's not why I'm busy. Just wanted to show you the very delicious chicken. Looks nice kan?


I went to the recording studio for Project Laugh (Yao Ni Hao Xiao). I think it's gonna be aired on NTV7 soon. Not sure what time though. Probably weekends.

See!! Gurmit Singh! He's really friendly and funny.
And very much like Phua Chu Kang in person too.
Recognize him anot?
Director always busy one. During break time always listening to phone or taking random pictures with his SLR.
We did 2 recordings in one day. Damn tiring can. We entered the studio in afternoon and went back home around 8 or 9.
I think alot of people watched Money No(not?) Enough 2 right? She's the girl who danced ballet one leh... But lost in the end lah.
Some Malaysian artists we normally see in commercials and local dramas. They're so tall and pretty, unfair =(
Maklumlah this is a candid shot. See my face also know lah. But anyway, my point is... 10jeom manjeome 10jeom! Teeheeheee =) I have a better picture actually, but I like this scrunched up face of mine. Weird huh. Looks natural ma.

And of course, a picture with Director Neo! He gave me thumbs up =)




Project Laugh aside, I've been doing a PSA for my assignment. To promote the college. Sounds pro anot? TV production leh. Cheap budget one lah. No budget actually =P


We (me and group members) spent a hell lot of time on it man. So proud I can cry a river. 2nd most touching moment this year after the blood donating event.
The members at work.

Busy editing parts and joining them together, while discussing about which transitions and the whatnots to use.
Mac Computer. Looks nice, but not practical. Cannot accommodate more than 3 screens/images in a frame. Lags like hell. Referring to the ones in my college.
Cameo appearence by Chin Chye. Yes his name is pronounced as cincai, the suibian lah that cincai. Never seen his parents before but I give them kudos for their humour.
We worked till so late everyday that by the time I got on the train back home it was already empty. Void of humans. wuuuuu~ The first time I've been on an empty train (and mind you, I take trains on an almost daily basis).



By the way, saw this car with the huge Liverpool emblem on it when we were shooting one of our scenes. No I'm not a Liverpool fan. Just so happen I was wearing red.
And to prove I'm no Liverpool fan, I take pictures with yellow creatures too okay. The yellow man from Digi. Haha he's kind of scary looking from near.



Something random. My mom makes a very nice model =)


I wanna go to Melaka again! Last week because of qingming the cousins had to rush back to Singapore =( Melaka seems like a nice place to backpack travel. Lots of beautiful stuffs to take pictures of.

And yeah, I think I will stop for now. Posted enough for a month I think =X

Yes I am so proud of myself! My first time donating blood =)

Damnit people. Just click on my nuffnang ads okay.

It's okay if you're not interested in what they have to offer. Just click on the ad, wait for it to load (or maybe not), and just click the red X without knowing what effing ad you just clicked. I am totally okay with it. JUST CLICK OKAY!



P/S: I the used the word 'just' 5 times, 'click' 5 times and 'okay' 4 times for such a short post.

JUST CLICK, OKAY! =)

Script writing again!!

I am not so sure if I still want to write scripts after college.

It's not a dream

I was sitting alone in the park near my house just now, enjoying the weather, while eating my yoghurt. An hour or so passed, I remained seated and listening to songs from my handphone speaker.

Not long after, I heard motorbikes, and saw two Malay guys riding on one each, flying at terrifying speed (note: it's a housing area). They looked dangerous to me, so I tried to remain as inconspicuous as possible, trying not to move too much, and I paused the songs too.

No use lor, both of them saw and eyed me, but they were going too fast to stop, so they went straight ahead and I lost them in the corner. They were still eyeing me when they turned, so I think it's time I get running back home.

As I was at the junction, I heard the motorbikes again. OMFG they came back for me. I was scared shit. I saw them eyeing the place I seated a moment ago, and then started scanning places nearby while still on their motorbikes. I hid behind this huge tree (Thank god for trees with big trunks!) and luckily there were bushes and I was wearing green.

They were circling the place, and I was circling the tree to avoid them. I was still two streets away from my house, too far to dash home =( At length, they probably thought I was gone, and went off howling with laughter. After making sure they're not coming back I really RAN RAN RAN as fast as I could back home, and kept craning my neck to check every few seconds.

I'm safe at home now thank you. What the hell was I thinking when I was sitting alone in the park?

I have never once thought I would look forward to going back to college. But now, I am extremely happy that college has started! At least I get to escape home and mom for a while. They have become increasingly depressing these past few months.

It's March 7th =) Happy Birthday to the guy with one of the most gorgeous profile I've ever seen! I was glad I got to see you real close last year, which is in my list of unforgettable moments. Happy birthday again, and I'm glad you went back to this hairstyle!




And of course, it's my brother's birthday as well, as you can see from my calendar. Sorry lah Leong, I like handsome guys more, but I wished you happy birthday right after I woke up this afternoon.

Patience is virtue

I've learned from time and time again that patience pays off. Acting rashly on impulse, without thinking, just plonking myself headlong into a particular idea, object, or anything else for that matter... I would come to regret them sooner or later. For most of the time anyway.

I remember going shopping with this friend of mine, who had a particular shoe in mind that she really liked. She only saw it once on ebay or something, but she was intent on getting it in Malaysia. The shoe she had in mind was pumps, slightly round edged, with a strap across the middle. We went to lots of shops and saw lots of similar shoes, but she wasn't satisfied because it isn't the same.

I saw lots of pumps with straps across the middle, only a little slight difference to each of them. She saw one that she liked, but was sharp edged, so that was a no. Another that I pointed out to her, she disliked because it was peep-toe. Another we managed to find, was round edged, with colours she liked AND straps as well, but she complained the straps were in the wrong place. She wanted the straps half an inch higher near to her ankle. We went in to every single shoe shop in the nearby shopping malls, and at last found it. I salute her for her patience.

Oh wait, that's perseverance, not patience. Sheesh perseverance or patience they're the same to me. But it was good that she did not buy the other pumps we saw before, because it would break her heart when she found this perfect one.

Another time, she was hunting for an iTouch case. She went to some digital fair and this one shop had the case she really liked, but she did not have an iTouch at the time yet, so never buy lah. And by the time she bought it, the fair was of course already over, and... the same process happens all over. We went in to every single shop at Low Yat just to find the case I had never set eyes on before.

I was trying my hardest to be patient throughout her iTouch case quest, and when we finally found it, I was relieved and happy as if I myself had achieved something great. WTF it was just an iTouch case. If it was me, I would have settled for anything that looks nice, instead of finding "THE ONE". I worry for her future boyfriend, IF she has a boyfriend, because she would never settle for second best. She only likes Park Hyo Shin and Brian =S

Maybe I should learn from her, to be patient, and persevere. But then again, even Edward had to wait almost a century for Bella to come along. See lah, how happy Edward and Bella now. Patience really does pay off.

ceh I finished watching On Air yesterday night and this morning newspaper said On Air gonna be shown on 8TV from today onwards WOI! celaka 8TV.

Sometimes I feel disgusted by the people I hate, when I find out that they like the same things I like, or they do the things I did. Because by having the same interests, or sharing the same likes and dislikes, makes me feel like I'm no different than them. But I hate them! Should I hate myself too? Or looking at the bright side, they obviously have very good taste, just like me.

Nah nevermind. Nothing will ruin my good mood today. Not even the good-for-nothings =) I made pizzas today~ na na na naaa~ Notice, I typed pizzas, not pizza. Pizza with s. Plural.

They taste better than the ones you get from Pizza Hut or Shakey's or Domino's because my pizzas are fully loaded babeh!